My Sad Love...

Have you ever been a broken heart before? For me, I have benn broken hearted many times, but in this time it's different. Because she is the one who gave me love, who made me know how was happy of love, who gave me the good memories, and she is the one who gave me the sadness in my life. So, life has to continue and I have to accept the truth today.
I don't know how to describe my pain now because her face and my happy day with her come to my head wherever I go and where we have ever been together. We have been in love for 1year 7months. You may think it's not long, but for me it's so valuable time and so long because at the moment I love her very much. We ever planed about our future together, but now everythings were destroyed. It's almost two weeks after she's gone, I understand her because she found a better one who's more perfect than me. Before we broke up she admited to me that the love she gave me almost finish, at that time I was so sad and we agree to separated for a while until we find out that what's really thing we want. Onenight, I found out that that my heart love only her and I called to her, but she seemed didn't love me anymore because she was with another guy. I was so shocked, everythings in my heart were destroyed, it was like the thunder strom came in to my heart. That feeling I didn't want to do anything, I just slept on the bed and look on the wall like absent-mind for 3 days until my mom called me. I didn't tell mom that I was sad, but she knew that something wrong with me because she's my mom then I confessed with mom that I was broken hearted. She encouraged me and give the good support words to me that "Nobody loves you but still me" in that time I stoped think about my pain for a while, and I realized that it's true the only one who's really loves me is my mom. After that day, I tried to spend my life as the same, but it was hard because I'm still thinking sometimes and I'm more stronger becuase I think that When I sad and alone, she doesn't care me and know about myself, she's may happy with him and that why I have to think,so I stop thinking to her when I'm thinking. I think I'm the man I have to be patient and strong to spend my life and why I have to let the girl who doesn't really love me to destroy my life. And now I'm not angry her because I think she has a good way and I wish her life have a good love with him because I'm a man enough to face with the truth.
Life is not waiting for the strom pass, but life is learning how to dance in the strom. And now I can live alone and decreasing thinking about her, I hope time can help me to be a new guy who can forget about the pain. Anyway, This valentine's day I will call my mom and say "I love you Mom" as I have done every year.

Everyone Can Be . . .

This is the story of a group of friends in some university. There are three people in this group, Micheal, Paul, and Caroline. Oneday they are sitting under the building and reading book together. Jesica, who is the prettiest girl and Micheal like her much, walks pass that place. Micheal looks at her and talks with Paul.

"Look who's walking to here" said Micheal

"Aha, she's your dream, isn't it? replied Paul

"More than that, She can be my future if she loves me" said Micheal

"I hope it is going to be as your words" said Paul

Paul continues reading his books and Micheal's still looking at her, but they don't wonder that Caroline hears everything and she pretends to ignore that because she doesn't want Micheal to know what she's thinking on him.

Oneday, It's unbelievable for Micheal because he has a chance to talk with Jesica, they have to be in the same group for doing a research. Because they are groupmates, it's is a great chance for Micheal to talk with her more. The days pass so fast after that they become lovers. Caroline knows and she's so sad, but she lets it be for Micheal whom she loves and then she can recover from her pain.

Micheal and Jesica are lover just six months until Micheal knows that Jesica is a lesbian, so they break up. Jesica tells him that she will come back to her ex-girlfriend. Micheal's alone he doesn't know how to do until he calls Paul, so he tells Micheal that the only one who's waiting for him is Caroline. Micheal runs to her home and he wants to apologize. When he meets her.

"Caroline I know what I've done to you, I'm sorry for everything, and now I know you love me" is it true?" asked Micheal.

"Yes, I used to love you, but it's just the past, it's too late for you Micheal because my ex-boyfriend comes back to me" said Caroline.

"Please, I don't know all the time we used to spend together you love me, for me it's valuable" said Micheal.

"Go back to your home!!!" said Coraline

After that, Micheal's so shocked because Caroline's boyfriend appears infront of him and she is Jesica. Micheal sees them huging and kissing together. He cries and runs away from that place. He runs to Paul's home and plans to drink with him. At Paul's home.

"What happened to you Micheal? asked Paul

"Caroline doesn't want me anymore, she has another one" replied Micheal

"I see, I see," said Paul and he encourages his friend.

"I don't have anyone, nobody loves me and why don't I never meet true love? asked Micheal

"No Micheal, even nobody loves you, but you still have me," said Paul, he seems like shy while he is saying.

"What do you mean" asked Micheal

"Ahh.....Well, do you know the one who's still really loves you even you don't know or you love somebody,but they still love you. He's speaking and looking through Micheal's eyes.

Micheal is speechless, he comes to hug Paul immediatly, but it's not usual as a friend hugs a friend because they kiss to each other. So everyone can be...



The End

Life Is Full of Many Goodbyes

Nobody knows what is going on in the future. Nobody knows how many times the sadness come to their lives. Nobody wants to live unhappily and I believe that everyone don't want to depart from the people their love. Included me, I'm sad if there is leaving moment in my life.

Life is life, one will come and one will go. We can't reject the truth that life is full of sadness, hate, sorrow, and goodbye. I can do nothing if the fate define the departure to the people I love. It makes me feel teribly, but I have to understand that they go for the better thing. There is no word to describe that feeling. I may hold their hands, hug, and kiss for goodbye. I may pray to God to protect them. I may cry and say "take care yourself when without me" and I may still waiting for the day we'll meet again. However, if I can choose my fate, I want to get rid the leaving moment from this world and the people will have just happy moment in their lives, but in the truth I can't do like that. I think the perfect life must have all kinds of feeling such as sorrow, pain, and goodbye. The obstracle is the good thing to prove that our life is strong enough to live in this cruel world.

As long as we are human being, we can't escape the truth in life. So, be strong and optimistic to everything in your life and you will know how to do if the leaving moment comes to your life.

Around The World

In this world, there are many countries that I dream to go. It's located in different continent, but the same thing is beautiful. I've ever seen those beautiful countries just in the pictures that makes me want to go there once in a life time.

The first place I want to go is The United States, I want to go there because it's the big country in this world. Many other countris are influenced by the USA in economic. For tourist attraction that I want to go the most is Statue of Liberty, I think it's the symbol of the USA and golden gate bridge is beautiful also.

The second place I want to go is England and the main reason because of football. As you know England is the famous country in football league, it's said that Premier League in England is the best football league in the world. I want to go to Manchester which is the place of my favorite team Manchester United, I want to see the real football match in the stadium, even I know it's expensive, but it must be fun. Another reason because It's the country that own English language whcih is I'm learning.

The third place I want to go is Japan, it's located in Asia. I want to go there to try the real sushi, wasabi, and salmon. I want to travel around Fuji volcano because it's very beautiful in the picture. I want to take a photo with sagura flowers which is my favorite flower. I think the people outthere may be friendly and polite because I've seen their manner in the television.

Oneday if I have chance and money, I will go to all of places I've said. I hope it would be beautiful as in the pictures I've seen. Moreover, If I'm more richer, I will travel around the world.

My New Promise

What I've done in 2008? look back into last year, I think I did many bad things that effected people around me my body and my mind such as drinking too much, agument with my friend, and spendind much money. All of these things sometimes I don't want it to happen, but in some feelings I can't control. So, that happened in last year, now this is 2009 the new year of everybody and I want to make my new promise with myself for being the better man.

The first promise that I want to do is I'm going to quit drinking because in last year I remembered that I drank almost every week that not only harm my health, but it harms my beloved person's feelings also. So, I want to qiut it for my beloved person and my health from now on except drinkink for social. My second promise is I will not spend much money, I will spend only something is necessary, I will save my money for the future. The third promise that I will be more hard-workink in everything I do, and I trust if I can do so, the success will be with me. The last promise that I want to do is I will be the good guy for my parents, study hard for the good grade and get the good job in the future to make more money after that I'll support my parents everything and I want to make them happy. Their happiness is my happiness.

I know the only one thing that everyone wants is happiness, so in this year I want all the people in the world are happy and the peace come to the world. The last important thing for me is "Think good and Do good" and try my best. If mistakes happen, I will forgive it all because " Nobody's perfect"

How To Be A Good Friend

In this world, people can not stay alone without a friend or if somebody can live without friend it is strange kind of a human. So, if you have good relationship with your friends how can you keep it longer? If you want to I have the good ways to tell you how to be a good friend and keep in touch your relationship with your friends.

First, be the good listener and adviser to your friends. When they have problems in their life, and they want to talk with someone you should listen and give them the best ways to solve that problems and I strongly believe that they will be better and pass though many problems. Next, be the good helper to them. Help your friend as more as you can with your sincerely such as, teach them in education, loan money, and whatever that you think you can help. Third, Stay beside them when they meet with problems or face with the problem together. Do not leave them when in crisis, get ready to die together. Fourth, share and pay equally for meal, food, and whatever if you buy together. Do not let them pay for you or if you don't have money you should give them back in the next time. Finally, understand your friends and understand with each other, sometimes they want to have their own time with their lover or family. You should not force them about this because they will think that you are so boring.

If you have a good relationship with your friends now, you should try your best to keep it longer and I strongly believe that all of these steps can help you to do well for being a good friend. It is good to have friend even in the hell.

The World In Debate

Have you ever debate before? This is the first question that I was asked by Chulalongkorn debater when I was in first round. Dating back on November 7 I had a graet chance given by Ajarn Jenny to be the debater from Chandrakasem Rajabhat University to compete in The World Debate at ChulalongkornUniversity.
I got many new experiences and friends from there and there were many things that make various feelings to me.
In my team there were 3 debaters, it consits of my senoir, my junior, and me. In the first day when we were at Chula, it's just debate workshop and there was no competition. We stayed at The Twin Towers Hotel at the first night and we worked hard to gether. Before the first round, there was a mock round that is like the round for trying and we met with MUIC A which is the team from Mahidol university international college, I saw that they speake English fluently that make us a little fear, but we are fearless So, for the result we lost in the mock round and I know it because of the first time of our team in debate. For the first round we met with CU A the best team from Chula, it's the funny thing because they've ever taugh me at my university, for the result we lost Chula. Loosing for two rounds could make us hopeless ,but we didn't give up. In the third round we competed with the team from Khonkhen University and we got the motion about morality and at last we won, we were so happy and hopeful about the next round. This was the first vitory of our team, after that we called to tell our teacher and she was so glad with us. After I went to the hotel I asked myself that why many people who joined this debate speak English well and what about me? In the third round, we met with SWING team which was the mixed debaters team,and we won again because we have more self-confidence. The adjudicators in the fourth round make the funny to my team that he aked us if we are Filipinnos and we say "no" and he said that why your accent is like that? we replied that because of our teacher is the Filipinnos who is our beloved teacher. For the fifth round, we met with Thamamasat university and we lost, so at the evening we had dinner with all debaters and they annouced the team that pass though next round, we couldn't pass and it's OK because two times for win is enough and make us satisfy with it.
I got many good experiences from this debate and I'll adapt it to use in my university. for the only one thing that I see others speak English fluently and I want to be like that, so I will practice more and more in speaking English with my friends in my university and I hope next year I'll be there again and get two more victory for my team.