My Sad Love...

Have you ever been a broken heart before? For me, I have benn broken hearted many times, but in this time it's different. Because she is the one who gave me love, who made me know how was happy of love, who gave me the good memories, and she is the one who gave me the sadness in my life. So, life has to continue and I have to accept the truth today.
I don't know how to describe my pain now because her face and my happy day with her come to my head wherever I go and where we have ever been together. We have been in love for 1year 7months. You may think it's not long, but for me it's so valuable time and so long because at the moment I love her very much. We ever planed about our future together, but now everythings were destroyed. It's almost two weeks after she's gone, I understand her because she found a better one who's more perfect than me. Before we broke up she admited to me that the love she gave me almost finish, at that time I was so sad and we agree to separated for a while until we find out that what's really thing we want. Onenight, I found out that that my heart love only her and I called to her, but she seemed didn't love me anymore because she was with another guy. I was so shocked, everythings in my heart were destroyed, it was like the thunder strom came in to my heart. That feeling I didn't want to do anything, I just slept on the bed and look on the wall like absent-mind for 3 days until my mom called me. I didn't tell mom that I was sad, but she knew that something wrong with me because she's my mom then I confessed with mom that I was broken hearted. She encouraged me and give the good support words to me that "Nobody loves you but still me" in that time I stoped think about my pain for a while, and I realized that it's true the only one who's really loves me is my mom. After that day, I tried to spend my life as the same, but it was hard because I'm still thinking sometimes and I'm more stronger becuase I think that When I sad and alone, she doesn't care me and know about myself, she's may happy with him and that why I have to think,so I stop thinking to her when I'm thinking. I think I'm the man I have to be patient and strong to spend my life and why I have to let the girl who doesn't really love me to destroy my life. And now I'm not angry her because I think she has a good way and I wish her life have a good love with him because I'm a man enough to face with the truth.
Life is not waiting for the strom pass, but life is learning how to dance in the strom. And now I can live alone and decreasing thinking about her, I hope time can help me to be a new guy who can forget about the pain. Anyway, This valentine's day I will call my mom and say "I love you Mom" as I have done every year.

Everyone Can Be . . .

This is the story of a group of friends in some university. There are three people in this group, Micheal, Paul, and Caroline. Oneday they are sitting under the building and reading book together. Jesica, who is the prettiest girl and Micheal like her much, walks pass that place. Micheal looks at her and talks with Paul.

"Look who's walking to here" said Micheal

"Aha, she's your dream, isn't it? replied Paul

"More than that, She can be my future if she loves me" said Micheal

"I hope it is going to be as your words" said Paul

Paul continues reading his books and Micheal's still looking at her, but they don't wonder that Caroline hears everything and she pretends to ignore that because she doesn't want Micheal to know what she's thinking on him.

Oneday, It's unbelievable for Micheal because he has a chance to talk with Jesica, they have to be in the same group for doing a research. Because they are groupmates, it's is a great chance for Micheal to talk with her more. The days pass so fast after that they become lovers. Caroline knows and she's so sad, but she lets it be for Micheal whom she loves and then she can recover from her pain.

Micheal and Jesica are lover just six months until Micheal knows that Jesica is a lesbian, so they break up. Jesica tells him that she will come back to her ex-girlfriend. Micheal's alone he doesn't know how to do until he calls Paul, so he tells Micheal that the only one who's waiting for him is Caroline. Micheal runs to her home and he wants to apologize. When he meets her.

"Caroline I know what I've done to you, I'm sorry for everything, and now I know you love me" is it true?" asked Micheal.

"Yes, I used to love you, but it's just the past, it's too late for you Micheal because my ex-boyfriend comes back to me" said Caroline.

"Please, I don't know all the time we used to spend together you love me, for me it's valuable" said Micheal.

"Go back to your home!!!" said Coraline

After that, Micheal's so shocked because Caroline's boyfriend appears infront of him and she is Jesica. Micheal sees them huging and kissing together. He cries and runs away from that place. He runs to Paul's home and plans to drink with him. At Paul's home.

"What happened to you Micheal? asked Paul

"Caroline doesn't want me anymore, she has another one" replied Micheal

"I see, I see," said Paul and he encourages his friend.

"I don't have anyone, nobody loves me and why don't I never meet true love? asked Micheal

"No Micheal, even nobody loves you, but you still have me," said Paul, he seems like shy while he is saying.

"What do you mean" asked Micheal

"Ahh.....Well, do you know the one who's still really loves you even you don't know or you love somebody,but they still love you. He's speaking and looking through Micheal's eyes.

Micheal is speechless, he comes to hug Paul immediatly, but it's not usual as a friend hugs a friend because they kiss to each other. So everyone can be...



The End

Life Is Full of Many Goodbyes

Nobody knows what is going on in the future. Nobody knows how many times the sadness come to their lives. Nobody wants to live unhappily and I believe that everyone don't want to depart from the people their love. Included me, I'm sad if there is leaving moment in my life.

Life is life, one will come and one will go. We can't reject the truth that life is full of sadness, hate, sorrow, and goodbye. I can do nothing if the fate define the departure to the people I love. It makes me feel teribly, but I have to understand that they go for the better thing. There is no word to describe that feeling. I may hold their hands, hug, and kiss for goodbye. I may pray to God to protect them. I may cry and say "take care yourself when without me" and I may still waiting for the day we'll meet again. However, if I can choose my fate, I want to get rid the leaving moment from this world and the people will have just happy moment in their lives, but in the truth I can't do like that. I think the perfect life must have all kinds of feeling such as sorrow, pain, and goodbye. The obstracle is the good thing to prove that our life is strong enough to live in this cruel world.

As long as we are human being, we can't escape the truth in life. So, be strong and optimistic to everything in your life and you will know how to do if the leaving moment comes to your life.